January 2010
I’ll never talk again, oh boy you’ve left me speechless.
I’ll never love again, oh boy you’ve left me speechless.
Im not gonna tell you. But something clicked. Talking to you like that; I wish it didnt happen. I wish i could still hold you up that high in my head, at least. even if the real you isnt as good as i think. Im dont think im better than you. im just disappointed you arent better than me. and it breaks my heart, but now i know its true.
Bad
tessalee:
This is gonna sound terrible and illogical, but lately, I just want to make bad decisions, to see if I regret them. Or, see what it’s like to really regret something. Or to not regret something. I’ve gotten a little tired of being so straightedge, and it scares me.
Good idea tessa. good idea. haha:)
Hi hail; I know my life is going downhill. I can feel exactly what you feel. dont cry about it. Everythings gonna be okay. I cant really stop it though. Or maybe i just dont really want to. i mean yeah i’d rather not end up cracked out and homeless, but i know thats not gonna happen to me. Im still me. I will always be me. Dont worry. Just be happy and do what you want to do. Thats the...
When will you ever know?
How much i really love you. How much i care about you and need you and miss you and I THINK YOUR COOL and my brain semi revolves around you.
sorry im creepy. sorry you dont like it. sorry.
but its there. cobras never say die.
im seriously sitting here crying goop. i have a problem.
I miss...
LAST YEAR. it fucking sucked and i was retarded, but it was so much better than now.
Is it possible to put in too many eyedrops?
Uhhhh
does it matter if the essay i quote in my hamlet essay is by anonymous?
Who cares.
The Five Stages of Lady GaGa Fever
oliviaweirdo:
fuckyeahladygaga:
whatkindofday:
1. Confusion
The first thing you tend to ask when you are confronted with the artist born Stefani Germanotta is who or what is a Lady Gaga?
It’s a lot to take at first, and anyone who sees the native New Yorker wearing an outfit made of bubbles or dressed head to toe — literally, head to toe — in red lace might simply shake their head in...
and yeah. i know you know i only posted that so you would see. You like it. hahah
Questions.
What do you do when you fuck up? what do you do when you are fucked up? what do you do when someone else fucks up? Where do you go? who do you talk to? What do you say? some stuff you just have to figure out in your brain.
A person’s mind is like this everchanging thing that morphs into something completely different in the blink of an eye, makes a complete circle, and sometimes finds...